The day when I shouted in my heart the most "fucking" in my life
Please allow me to write articles that have nothing to do with DTM only today.
I will write a little preface, but if you have any questions about the preface, please read only the last emphasized part.
My parents and brother live in my parents' house.
Yesterday morning, my brother at home told me that my father had died.
I don't know the exact cause, but it's not a corona.
In the morning, when my brother woke up his father who didn't wake up, he wasn't breathing and was getting cold.
Originally, I had a bad lung because I smoked too much, and I started to inhale oxygen from this year.
Therefore, I think that I may have fallen into oxygen deficiency.
I was screaming "shit" in my heart (sometimes with a small voice) from morning till night yesterday.
Because I thought I could meet my father who I hadn't seen in Corona for over a year soon.
My father, who has a bad lung, will almost certainly die if he gets caught in the corona.
So I used to go to my parents' house once every two months, but I stopped doing it at all.
Meanwhile, the good news is that my dad made an appointment to get the vaccine next week.
If you get the vaccine, I'll go play!I told you.
The death of my father was just like that.
I was frustrated and kept yelling "shit" in my heart from morning till night.
If you are frustrated and frustrated and you are not careful, tears will overflow.
Even when I'm walking, my eyesight is blurred by tears.
I wish I had more conversation.
I should have expressed my gratitude more and more.
I had a really strong regret.
I would like to ask those who read this article from me.
Call your family and give them a friendly conversation and a little gratitude.
(If you don't like the phone, you can use Line)
Send a phone call or Line at least once a month to express your gratitude even if you are a little farther away.
Please also contact your estranged friends and those who are thinking of contacting you.
(I have a friend who promises to meet when Corona calms down, but I decided to contact him tomorrow for the time being)
Finally
The content is not suitable for the DTM blog, but please forgive me because it is only once.
It's a little too spicy and I can't keep my spirit properly unless I pass it on to something.
Comment
It's a little late, but I think it's good to spit it out often in the article because I think it can be easier to spit it out.
It can be confusing when you are busy, but if you are not careful, it will come quite a bit, so please be careful about your physical condition.
Even if you don't think about it yourself, you may be overwhelmed, so be careful especially when you return to work.
I think I'm busy with a lot of things to do, but I hope I'll be able to update my spiritually well again.
thank you for your comment.
It's okay if you're really busy, but at the moment you remember, you'll feel lost.
Still, it has calmed down a lot.
I will continue to write various articles, so I would be grateful if you could get along with me.
I would like to express my condolences to my father.I wish I had some comforting words, but I can't find them.
I am always grateful for your help.I think there are people behind the article.
Please live, I'm sorry, but I want you to live.
Thank you for your sympathy.
I have no idea what kind of people are reading my blog, so I'm glad to hear your comments.
Thank you very much.
It is very encouraging to have people who are looking forward to the blog.
I will continue to write articles, so please come and visit us again.
I wanted to express my gratitude.thank you.
thank you for your comment.
This may have been the hardest part of my life.
However, this message made me feel very comfortable.
Thank you very much.
I will continue to write various articles, so please come and visit us again.
I pray from the souls of my father, though I am late.
Right now, I have a lot of things to do in my private life and work, and I'm depressed.
In addition, the project that was planned to be produced was interrupted without permission for a long time.
I couldn't apologize for the great inconvenience caused to the people who cooperated ...
(As time went by, my heart got sick and I became scared ...)
I think again that people can live with the support of their families and many people.
It seems to turn to the front with a word from yosi.thank you.
Thank you for your comments and kind words.
I think it was painful.
Don't overdo it, I think you should move forward when you move forward.
I personally thought that the Yakult 1000 was good for relieving stress.
If you find that stress is painful, please give Yakult 1000 a try.
(Of course, I think there are individual differences, so please try a little and stop if you think it doesn't work.)
It can be solved with money and it is easy.
Recently, it is easy to get it because it is also sold at the vending machine at the station (1 yen per bottle).
I would be really happy if it helped me even a little.
Thank you for telling me.